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          | Sunday, June 01, 2003 
 Laur @ 11:40 PM
 listening to nothing
 
 she never knows what to say
 for fear her words will get in the way-
 don't let me ruin your day,
 just show me how to play.
 
 i've never made anyone cry,
 so teach me how to lie.
 
 a heart is only fifty cent
 If your thoughts will not repent;
 shall my money be well-spent?
 
 i wrote something for you from me;
 it wreaked of love and poetry.
   
 Laur @ 11:30 PM
 listening to nothing
 
 I wish it took more to make me cry,
 Than purely wondering to the point of guessing which leads to assuming
 Why things are the way they are.
   
 Laur @ 11:06 PM
 listening to nothing
 
 I wonder what it's like to break somebody's heart,
 A metaphor with a rose gone completely wrong when
 The one you gave her whithers.
 What is it like to know you've made someone cry?
 How does it feel to imagine them,
 Seeing the tears run down their cheeks and
 Making little trails of dampness on their pillow or
 Their shirt sleeve?
 I wonder about the moment,
 Or series of moments;
 Call, or don't call?
 But most of all I wonder:
 When you know you make her suffer,
 Don't you suffer, too?
 
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