| Monday, December 22, 2003 
 Laur @ 12:42 AM
 listening to Dave Matthews Band
 
 Dear G.O.,
 The times were always sacred in your room.
 
 And now they're sacred,
 because it's the people,
 but did you ever stop to think...
 
 it was you who brought us together?
 
 Dependency;
 this poem is
 
 in
 progress
 
 like the rest of my life and all
 my letters to yo-
 u.
   
 Laur @ 12:38 AM
 listening to Dave Matthews Band
 
 You look at me,
 reflection of rejection.
 
 Eyeshadow down your cheeks-
 you've been crying for weeks.
 
 The lights go out and you cannot breathe.
 This, the opposite, of what we need.
 
 That's all there is to it.
 So let's go and do it.
 
   
 Laur @ 12:32 AM
 listening to Dave Matthews Band
 
 You hold out your hand,
 like you expect me to take it.
 Try to understand,
 they said "life is what you make it."
 
 And back then you made it clear:
 "I gotta get out of here.
 
 God, I hate this place-
 what else can I do?"
 I thought, 'you can stay,
 because I'm here, too.'
 
 But back then you made it clear:
 "I gotta get out of here.
 
 If I were to stay,
 I'd not see the world."
 I thought, 'I'm sorry,
 I'm only a girl.'
 
 See, back then you made it clear:
 "I gotta get out of here."
 
 Don't you remember?
 'Left me for better,
 with the idea that
 it'd be forever.
 
 'Cause back then you made it clear:
 "I gotta get out of here."
 
 Yes, back then you made it clear;
 so tell me, why are you here?
 
 
 
 
 
  Tuesday, December 16, 2003 
 Laur @ 10:38 PM
 listening to Phish
 
 Our love is like a cigarette;
 
 we set it in the ashtray,
 but the embers continue to burn.
 
 The truth is
 we are addicted-
 
 one of us is always
 coming back for more.
  Monday, December 15, 2003 
 Laur @ 5:17 PM
 listening to Sit Down, Stand Up by Radiohead
 
 You taste like murder,
 because each time I kiss you,
 it is suicide.
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