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          | Saturday, February 26, 2005 
 Laur @ 11:43 PM
 listening to Howie Day
 
 I guess sometimes (when it's raining
 and the sky is just
 the right shade of
 grey)
 I feel like I'm
 nowhere
 
 simply floating
 
 and instead of pushing me down, the rain
 holds me up.
   
 Laur @ 11:36 PM
 listening to Howie Day
 
 On cold sunny days, the wind
 is bittersweet and it leaves
 a strange aftertaste in the back of your throat
 each time you breathe.
 It's one of those things
 you've simply learned to live with, like
 the fact that
 his eyes never meet yours in the hallway
 (although that
 was not so simple).
 Each day on the walk from your car
 to the building, you
 wonder the same thing;
 will today be any different?
 You open the door and
 the wind meets your breath
 in the back of your throat;
 you swallow
 and the scratching sensation
 causes you to cough.
 
 Immediately you head to
 the water fountain,
 to wash the taste from your tongue.
 You realize the answer to your own question
 as you lean down and begin to drink.
 
 No.
  Wednesday, February 23, 2005 
 Laur @ 11:20 PM
 listening to Dear Joan by Tabitha's Secret
 
 She has softball dirt under her fingernails
 as she combs them through your hair (you can
 close your eyes and imagine
 you are at the beach).
 When her eyes meet yours, you smile
 (grains of sand now sticking
 to your scalp; you both know
 you're going to need a shower).
 
 "Your hair is so tangled,"
 she observes (have you already used
 all the hotel conditioner?)
 
 "Do you think you're making it
 any better?"
 "No, but I can."
 
 (Oh, she must have brought extra).
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